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When They've GoneI'm left all alone
When those few have gone.
I'm left reassuring myself;
Whispering white lies.
She's no longer there for me
Only a shell
As our days drag on.
I sing in hopes
To lighten my spirit
But soon
I don't have enough strength to speak.

Nod and walk away.
Smile and keep hiding.
Try to stay conscious
Even though thoughtless time
Seems savory.
No one will have noticed it...
My act of bravery.
Because I haven't let them see I was fading,
Dying,
All that was really me.

To Save You- Just For YouI'm slowly breathing...
But you can't see me
Anymore... No more.
It's lonely
How can I be;
How can I live.

I'm drowning
But they can't see it
Since I'm smiling,
No tear stains on my chest.
Though I'm slowly fading
Into nothingness;
A lowly life,
Pure bitterness.

And I'm staying.
No effort to climb back
I'll be waiting here at the bottom
So I can push you up,
And send you off.
No point in seeing you
Here. Alone with me.
Can't you see?

I drowned so I could save you
From the horror that is me.

You are my unwanted fuck.You are my unwanted fuck.
You are my new cuts.
You are the pain that lives in me.
You stabbed me to d eath with the tears that break my heart.
You are my hardest battle,
my nervous tick,
my starved stomach.
You are the root of my problems.
You're the devil who cut up my angels.
Let me escape your heavan.
Your lips against my face almost feels like a fun.
It feels like a gun.

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~XxCyBeRgOtHxX Mar 12, 2013

I feel the same way you do...I've actually planned out my suicide in my head, but fear of getting caught & fear of what lies beyond death stops me from physically doing it; though I'm mentally gone already...

~XxwhybelievexX Mar 12, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

I plan on committing suicide when I'm 22 if my life doesn't get better.

~XxCyBeRgOtHxX Mar 13, 2013

Yeah, I see where you're coming from. I'm not gonna try saying "you have much to live for" and "it will pass", 'cause I think we both know it just annoys us, not help us.

~XxwhybelievexX Mar 13, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

exactly.

~Jae10 Feb 8, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Well, you just used written art to touch on one of the darkest aspect of human emotions. In my personal opinion, it's grim, but uniquely expressed.

~XxwhybelievexX Feb 8, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Thank you.

~theawesomeiggykins Jan 30, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Okay, so I know I don't know you terribly well, but if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here, alright? One of my internet friends killed herself half a year ago and I hadn't stepped in and did anything about it; and I still feel like the worst person ever for not doing so. Seriously, killing yourself would cause chaos for the people all around you. People who you'd talk to once or twice, maybe share a class or two with. People you'd see everyday, and then suddenly, you're not there. And there's this empty feeling, like someone's supposed to be there, and it's the absolute worst. I know I can't do much if anything, but if you just need someone to listen, to hug, whatever; I'm here.

~marsforever Mar 13, 2013 New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist

yeah...been there i had a friend like that.....i was just in the 4th grade sooo i didnt know what to say....i didnt think of sucide i was to young to understand her feelings..it's been years later i moved i dont knew if she's alive or not.it kind hurts that i didnt say more to her.....i wish i could of helped her fell better....

~AmaneYara Jan 30, 2013 Student Writer

You remind me of my Ex-best friend... Well, whatever you decide to do, I'm here.

~OneWithFinland Jan 29, 2013

Me too

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